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elementseven7 vs. tdatabase aka KyosOnigiri - EMOTION: [link]

You go through your life accepting the decisions you make and accepting the realities before you as if there is nothing you can do to change it or alter it. Something happens to you, and you accept it completely. But there are times where you think to yourself that some of this could go differently. What if a stranger showed up on your door step, and handed you a box of feelings. Feelings, which until now, had never affected you in such a way.

I held onto to this box unconciously. While I was playing World of Warcraft (bless my soul), I happened upon this person who had struck a very sensitive nerve in my being. Someone who had captivated me so much that I had changed the very fabric of how I lived. Dancing around her, pretending nothing was there.

I drove up to this wondrous piece of nature called Foresthill. I gave this person a hug, and kissed her passionately. Suddenly, that box was opened. Feelings spurred and exploded into the air. Emotions that I had never felt before had finally injected themselves into me. A love that when said, actually means something. Not the "I love you" to show that you can say it. But the "I love you" that means that you truly have the feeling of love instilled in your heart the moment you say it and the moment you are saying it to that person.

(The moment of self reflection is over, I've something to say to you Alyson)
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Alyson,

I don't know how to describe the immense feeling in my heart whenever I'm around you. The sudden urge to hold you or to kiss you. Or the desire and need to be around you at all. It is a known fact that people will say things to get what they want including "I love you." And I won't be a crusader, I have said it in the past; for the sake of saying it. But whenever I look into your eyes, and stare deep into your soul, I can say "I love you." because I do, truly. The intense feelings when I look into your eyes, or when I am around you bursts out into the open and fills my body up with passion. I can say "I love you," and I can say that I love you when I'm not saying it. It's that undisputable feeling, and it's a feeling I've never experienced before in my whole life.

No matter how I try to describe it, or put it into words I feel like "I love you" has been the victim of much trivializing. But in the end, that is the most essential feeling that we can't run away from. Because the fact of the matter is such...No matter how hard I try to find the words to explain how I feel....

I just simply love you.

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Forever
♥

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THESE DEVIATIONS ARE FROM MY BABY!
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